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Excited

February 2nd, 2010 / No Comments » / by Holly

I got approved for space to make a fansite for The Black Veil Brides *Squeal – you didn’t hear that..that wasn’t fangirling me at all…* But yeah, I made a temporary header so I can work on the site and get it at least somewhat operational. This is the header that I made. Not my best but I’m quite pleased with it http://i46.tinypic.com/2wg7u5w.png , also applied for the fanlisting for the band. But yay I’m happy.

I’m also really thrilled that Christine is letting me help at a-seyfried.org and m-fox.org as well as letting me help at her Nikki Reed site. She’s a really great person and also loads of fun to talk to. She also helps keep me sane and we work REALLY well together with is a pleasant surprise.

I am going to go take a nice hot bath now because crap my back is killing me.

I’m sick….oh joy.

January 28th, 2010 / No Comments » / by Holly

I’m sick. I feel like I’m drowning because fluid is draining into my lungs. *slams head into the wall* Regardless, work needs to be done so everyday from now on expect a post from me about what I need to do and shit.

- upload Legion Premiere pics for Adrianne and Willa
- start recoding Cinema-Online.org it’s ugly and not something I want to present to the boys.
- Start filling out information for the Alexis Dziena site
- Catch up on news alerts.
- join Mylia’s prompt comm with the muses I asked for.
- Discuss After Tomorrow with Mylia…and what the fuck is going on.

Other news, I feel bad for judging Cinema Bizarre in the beginning. I admit, I HATED them, they know I hated them too (damn my honesty) but they are some of the coolest boys I’ve talked to in a LONG time. Strify? Still scares me to death when he says ‘Do you want to play’ but regardless, amazing boys. I’m following them all on Twitter and they are just..fun. The chats with Romeo are what I look forward to because they’re fun.

I’ve had better days lately, much better days but I’m trying to focus and get back to doing things I love. I don’t know what to do about some RP characters I have but I’ll work it out. I always do. I’m sending in my mom’s rings for money soon, I have to get the stones out of them but yeah, they’ll be going. I need the money.

Oh my horoscope doesn’t fair good, per usual HI, horoscope how bout giving me a good day huh?
You might have a very challenging time explaining your feelings today as communicator Mercury is opposed by the hypersensitive Moon. Although you know what you want to say, the words just don’t come out the way you hear them in your head. Make sure you don’t jump around from topic to topic now because you could easily leave others in the dust. But if you tell your story succinctly, it could just as well leave a positive impression.

Also I want to change my livejournal layout. It’s time. And for once, I don’t think it’s going to feature Bill…which will be really..ODD for me.

I don’t know what to say for once.

January 19th, 2010 / No Comments » / by Holly

I’m not sure what to write. I know I’ve been gone…a few weeks I think since my last post. I’ve been dealing with things. I don’t feel like myself, if that makes sense. I feel like someone else pretending to BE me. I’m back to being tired all the time, the headaches are back and so is the throwing up ordeal. I don’t have the flu. That’s already been canceled out. I don’t even want to do anything So I think the point of the story is: I’m sorry I’ve been gone. I haven’t even checked my friends list. If there’s something that I should be paying attention to and I’m not, throw me a link here or aim or somewhere. PM me.

I’m off to go update UltimateTokioHotel.com with the pictures of the Milan fashion show.

Somehow, the fact that’s not even making me happy sucks.

Music Online

January 8th, 2010 / No Comments » / by Holly

CD’s are getting more expensive it seems now days as the economy goes down. I have no idea why this even happening, but everyone downloads music to their pcs now days using various download devices. It’s just something that gets done. It doesn’t mean we don’t support the artist. Some of us just listen to the music until we can get the CD.

Browsing news articles on the web, I ran across a interesting article about listening to music online where it discusses what goes on with these file sharing programs that have replaced Napster. I found it to be a great read and let’s people know exactly what they are getting when they download programs to download songs. It even goes over online music stores such as iTunes and most importantly what to expect while downloading. Over all it’s a good read for anyone considering downloading a file sharing program and a good introduction to someone who may choose to buy their music online.

That’s not all I found out either, I also ran across a article on the five reasons to obtain a credit report, needless to say it’s something I’m going to be doing very shortly after I get back from food shopping. Can’t help but wonder how damaged mine is.

rawr

January 8th, 2010 / No Comments » / by Holly

A two idiot explodes a sphere.

Missing in Action

January 3rd, 2010 / No Comments » / by Holly

Yeah, good reason. My frakin wireless adapter died. I had money in kitty’s paypal that I used to buy a new one. Good bye money I was saving up for Tokio Hotel tickets. FRAK YOU wireless adapter. I freakin hate your ever living freakin guts right now. Kitty’s letting me use her wireless adapter but we have to share. I don’t do well with sharing the net. *mutters* I’m SO far behind on shit now it’s not even funny. I have a list about a mile long that I need to do.

I’ve been sleeping. a lot. not by choice either, just by pure me passing the hell out. I did manage to get one site up at least that needed to be up
http://kyle-gallner.net/

Don’t judge. He’s pretty and a good actor. And I’ve liked him for eons. the end.

Except if this one lil girl in the fansites world doesn’t stop trying to copy me I’m going to seriously slam her face into a wall.

Sorry for being missing, hopefully by Tuesday the adapter will be here and I can catch up on my friends list and shit. I miss you peeps.

Christmas

December 26th, 2009 / No Comments » / by Holly

My body aches like no tomorrow. I’m freezing and I get my period..on CHRISTMAS. The world hates me.

But I did get these nice bath salts from the kiddo for stress and tension relief. She knows me too well O.O. Um, we got a photo album from one of the kids too. I’m screencapping things and working on sites and such. Slowly. I have to take things at a very slow pace now in order to not freak out and panic. Let’s face it. I’m good at that. I still haven’t done anything on the Tokio Hotel site. I love my boys, I don’t want to give the site up but certain fans have simply just made it completely unenjoyable.

Christmas wasn’t SO bad. Peaceful for the most part. The ham was good <3. I’m glad holidays are mostly over now. I am REALLY thankful actually.

I have these 9.95 coupons for a year of paid time that I can’t use. *face slams a lot* Not that it does me too much good. I only want paid time for two muses. My personal one doesn’t expire until March.

Tomorrow I clean my room. Yup. This was a pointless post to make I guess lol. Anyway. Um, Merry late Xmas peeps.

Religion and going back to it.

December 23rd, 2009 / No Comments » / by Holly

Don’t really feel like blogging. I went into the shed out back to go bring in our crate with all my Wicca stuff in it. I told the wench we live with that I WAS going to practice my religion if she had the right to force me to celebrate her religious holidays. She seemed shocked that I defended myself but didn’t say anything else about it. So, we go out back, and I find someone had gone into the shed, tore the plastic sheeting that covers our stuff off and the crate with all the stuff in ti was opened.

I thought, something was fishy. I bring it in, go through it and I started balling my eyes out. My mother’s BOS and all the wicca books were destroyed by water damage. My lockbox I had that I put my stones and herbs in was busted and ruined. My candles were broken and all my oils were busted. EVERYTHING was ruined. I confronted Kitty’s mom about it and she said: Someone must have broken in. No. No one broke in, it was one of her kids because that was the ONLY thing touched and it was at the bottom of some other things. I love my friends though, we’re all pulling together in efforts to rebuild it, because they know how important it is for me to get back into my practicing. But since my altar/wicca stuff is completely..ruined, a few friends asked me to post what I needed. So here goes

Have:
candle snuffer
Frankincense – to be used with charcoal
dragon’s blood – to be used with charcoal

Need:
Charcoal
candles
feathers
oils
herbs
new herb storage box
stones
sea salt
pretty much every god damn thing.

Seriously I don’t think this has been a good year at all for me. Not in the slightest bit. I am ready for the new year to begin please.

Thomas Dekker

December 15th, 2009 / No Comments » / by Holly

how fangirly is it for me to have added Thomas Dekker to my friends list over on livejournal?

Very.

Am I scared? HOMG yes, it’s Thomas Dekker, someone I have like literally had a crush on since American Tale and Land Before Time AND Village of the Damned! *FLAILS*

God help me I’ve gone from sane to fangirl in .02 seconds. I believe the world may hear me squeal with fits oh ‘OH CRAP’ in a day as I come to the realization that it may have been a bad idea!

Canz has good day now?

December 11th, 2009 / No Comments » / by Holly

Today just keeps KEEPS GETTING BETTER!

- Paypal is sending me to small claims court..over 78 dollars.
- I can not for the life of me find anyone to help with the Tokio Hotel site. All you have to do is know how to BLOG. *sighs*
- Still very little sleep, I think my body is having a meltdown.
- Still no sign of Jess…seriously? I’m starting to go from worried to pissed the fuck off.
- I’m really starting to feel like a fucking failure. Seriously and it’s something I can’t explain.
- I can’t focus, but that’s probably from the lack of sleep.
- Tom Kaulitz might be going to jail. Well, isn’t that wonderful?!
_ t’s life is a mess, which sucks because I can’t help her.
- my cat? knocked over my soda and it seeped down into my god damn computer tower. I’m worried it’s going to blow up.

Can tomorrow be a little better? Please? For the love of GOD let tomorrow be better?